SAYWER, Ariel May

[Ariel May Sawyer]

ARIEL MAY SAYWER !


an empty room, i'm empty too and everything ,

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r e m i n d s m e o f y o u. s o m a n y t h i n g s i s h o u l d n 't h a v e m i s s e d. t h e m o r e t h a t i p u s h,
and the more you resist. it's easy to say it's for the best when you want more while you leave me with less.[/color][/font]

Full Name:

[/color]Ariel May Saywer
Nicknames:Ari, Emily Rose.
Age:14
Birth date:May 17th
Sexuality:Bi-sexual
Gender: Female
Problem: Anger Management
Grade: Freshmen-9th
Clique(s): Royalty
Classes:

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i know you're fine, but what do i do ?[/i][/color][/size][/font]
i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e, a n d t r y i n g, w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g
like a babe beside him. i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Height:

[/color] 5'1
Weight: 95lbs
Hair Color:red
Eye Color:Hazel
Notable Features:Belly button pierced and ears, scars(scratch marks) up her forearms from when she was younger.
Play-By:Bella Throne.
General Description: Ariel is short for her age, she has shoulder length red hair, slightly wavy, but work straight sometimes, depending on her mood. She has beautiful big hazel eyes, that she usually wears make up with. Ari sometimes wears lipgloss as well, it again. Depends on her mood. She loves hair stuff so will wear clips or head bands on bobby pins in her hair from time to time, rather then just normal hair, but does to thaat sometimes too, but rarely. For her clothes, well sometimes it's whatever she can just throw together, she loves skirts and dresses so wears them a lot but goes with the leggings look as well. And she always has a purse, and of course her purse matches her out fit, she says 'it has to.' [/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and i know you see me, and you're making it ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
l o o k s o e a s y. w h a t c o m e s a n d g o e s, i 'd g o w i t h o u t. i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e b u t w h a t a b o u t
fallout , fallout , fallout, through the fallout. fallout, fallout, through the fallout. well now there's him,[/color][/font]

Likes:

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;Shopping
;Clothes
;Friends
;Talking
;Singing
; Dancing
;Makeup
;Texting
;Computer
Dislikes:
;Emo people
; People who think they are better then her
; People who talk more than her
; People in her way
; People who mumble
; People who talk to long
; People who walk to slow
;Getting her phone taken
;Getting yelled at
Strengths:
; Dancing
;Singing
;Outgoing
;Confident
Weaknesses:
;Getting upset/mad
; Dads/Dad types
; being restrained
;Winter
Fears:
;Loosing her mom too
;Hurting her mom
Disorders: Suicidal at one point, Anorexic at one point. Though Anorexia never goes away she got it under control for the most part.
General Description: Most of the time Ariel here is a social butterfly, she is very friendly and out going. She is very, very judgy though, she can be your friend but then talk about you behind your back. It's just how she is, and could lie right to you face, but other then that she's pretty nice, well she tries to be anyway, she tends to just blurt stuff out and then laugh, blowing it off like she didn't mean it when she really did.

That's when Ariel is happy, when upset, it's like WWWIII. Even as a child, sometimes her mother was actually scared of her own daughter, she just is loud and evil almost as if a demon had possessed her. Her mom used to call her Emily Rose, and say she needed to call a priest because she was just plain scared. Now she of course has medicine but she still blows up at people, very in their face and will try to fight them or stab them with stuff, it's just how she is.[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and now there's me. the secrets you give ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
a n d t h e s e c r e t s y o u k e e p. a n d n e v e r t h e l e s s, i t 's n e v e r y o u l e t. t h e m o r e t h a t i g i v e
and the less that i get. don't tell me to fight, to fight for you. after this long, i shouldn't have to[/color][/font]

Mother:

[/color] Erika Sawyer-Smith
Father: Deceased ; Carlie Sawyer. Step dad; Louis Smith
Siblings:Half brother; Darrin Smith(2), Sister; Arin Lynn Sawyer(17), Brother; Anthony Carlie Saywer(22)
Pets: Dog named Snowie
Other:None.
History: Ariel didn't always have anger problems, infact Ariel was a sweet, quiet daddies girl, she loved her father to pieces and she was daddies little princess, her sister Arin was always more of a mama's girl anyways so Ariel just fell right into place in her fathers arms and had him so wrapped around her finger he'd do anything for her, that was what Ariel liked, but on the other hand, she just loved her dad, and spending time with him.

She was about seven when her father got diagnosed with prostate cancer, she didn't understand what it meant but knew her daddy seemed to just be getting sicker, and it saddened her, she wanted her daddy to be his happy goofy self. He gave her money all the time while in bed and blank checks, and where yes, Ariel loved to shop, it was more fun with her dad then her mom anyway. Her brother tried to fill in and that was the first time anyone every saw Ariel get mad, she just started to hit him, over and over, screaming loudly, her father physically had to get up and pull her off of him and hold her calming her down.

No one ever saw that side of Ariel before, for a quiet perfect little ballerina that came out of no where. It didn't happen again though, not for awhile and it sort of became a joke around the house, a joke that Ariel went a long with. Until her dad passed away, he'd held on for quiet some time, but when Ariel turned 11 he passed away in the Winter, and Ariel's world fell apart, the one man that meant everything to her was gone, she thought he was going to get better and then he just died. At that point she shut herself off from other people, she stayed by herself all the time. She stopped eating and was just sad all the time. Her mom didn't know what to do, until her weight increased immensely and when she asked Ariel about it she told her she had it under control. That was just it, eating was the thing Ariel felt like she could control, that it was for herself, so she chose not eating.

Of course her mom forced her too, she sent her to a clinic and she eventually started to eat more but she still wasn't talking, she felt all alone, the thing she had control over was getting taken away and she lost it all together, she tried to kill her self when she was twelve and failed, her mother found her in time and brought her to the hospital, pumped her stomach of all the pills she took, bringing her back. Ariel hated that, she didn't want to be around anymore. Not with out her dad, till her mom told her, he wanted her to live, she told gave her a letter(a bit late) but that it said he knew she'd be sad, and not understand and be confused, but he didn't want her in pain, he didn't want her to hurt herself or anyone, he didn't want her to go crazy on her brother, he wanted to her to remember him and always know he'd be with her, he wanted to see her grow up and shine, so she had to live for him. It helped her a lot and she calmed down, and got all the way better.

Her mom started dating not soon after Ariel got herself together, her big brother moved out as well. Ari was a bit iffy about her mom dating again but stayed quiet until three months later there was a ring and that's when Ariel's anger came back, it escalated rather quickly, it was all she could do not to kill someone. Her mom hurt, knowing it was her fault, but why couldn't she be happy again too? she loved Louis, and wanted Ariel to, too, Arin thought he was alright as well.

Her mom sent he to councilors and things of the sort to help her but they didn't really help, Ari was fine most of the time, until something upset her then it was just kayos. Her mom warned her she needed to stop and that time she warned her was the first time she slapped her mom, and the first time Louis grabbed her and tried to discipline her. Of course it made it worse and she bit him over and over again and kicked him repeatedly. So they put her in her room, she stayed there, she was quiet didn't talk to anyone.

Her mom became pregnant and Ariel hated it even more, it was like her mom didn't care, her mom just wanted to forget her dad. Louis tried, he was rich so he gave Ariel gifts all the time, she took them but she still didn't like him. The baby came and for awhile everything was calm, until Ariel became fourteen and that was when she just got ten times worse, Louis was talking to her mom and the baby and then simply said 'I'm worried about Ariel and the baby, I don't want her to hurt him, even if by accident, maybe we should send her away' Ariel didn't want to be sent away, it just meant what she thought that they hated her now and so she grew angry and started hitting Louis over and over again with her binder from school until he fell to the ground, she could of killed him if her brother hadn't come through the door and pulled her off, he used her tactic and pushed her against the wall and screamed in her face, he was seconds from hitting her as well but restrained, he felt his sister go limp and that's when he left go, her mom was at a loss, so she did find her a school she could go to, to help her, in hopes that it would, so she sent her to Helena's Academy. [/justify][/blockquote][/size]


i know you're fine, but what do i do? i know ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e a n d t r y i n g w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g l i k e a
babe beside him.i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Alias:

[/color] Lexi
Age: 21
Time Zone:East Coast
Other Characters: none
Code Words:[/justify][/blockquote][/size]Rubber Duckie


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