something i regret? (storm)

[Benjamin Paul Tyler]

November 18th 3a.m.

His father’s hand smacked down hard on Ben’s back and he screamed out in pain but no noise was coming out. Again, his father struck him hard, the pain was becoming unbearable. Suddenly, it all stopped. Ben peered back to see why when he saw a belt in his father’s hands. Ben’s mouth was twisted, screaming out for someone, anyone to help him. His father raised the belt above his head and quick as a flash it…


Ben woke with a start, sweat dripping down his face. It had just been a dream. He was alright. It was still pitch black and Ben peered over at the clock. 3a.m. At his sat up his body ached badly and his mind was all fuzzy. His head was spinning and he put his hand on his head to try and steady himself. A sharp pain ripped through his head as soon as his touched it. What the hell? Ben got up cautiously, slowly making his way to the bathroom. It took him a few minutes to adjust to the light but slowly a black mark around his eye become clearer and clearer. Again he went to touch it and reflected in the mirror was very bruised and bloody knuckles. Oh shit. Not again. What had happened last night? That was why he ached so much, he must have got into a fight. The bruising around his eye was quite bad but from the state of his knuckles it looked like the other guy didn’t get off very lightly. Desperately he tried to remember but just couldn’t. This was happening more and more. Councillors had tried to get him to control his anger but how can you when you can’t even remember getting angry, let alone why. In his hazy memory he could remember someone big, throwing punches at him and him throwing punches back. Wait, he was with Storm last night.

Ben jumped back, grabbing his phone, the screen light bright against the darkness of his room. He didn’t have any messages. Quick as a flash he started typing one off to Storm. Storm mate are you ok? He pressed send and waited patiently. It seemed like hours went by (when in fact it was only minutes). Ben started to panic. Reason was trying to tell him that Storm was asleep, that’s why he wasn’t replying but right now he wasn’t listening to reason. As Storm’s room was only down the hall Ben exited his room in only his boxers, making his way down the dark corridor towards Storm’s room. Very carefully, he turned the door handle, thankful that Storm and his room mate had forgotten to lock it. He could see Storm’s body in his bed. That was a relief. At least he’d made it home ok. He crept over there, sitting down on the side of his bed very carefully. “Storm.” he whispered. Ben looked for any signs of Storm being in a fight. His face didn’t have any marks on it. “Storm. Wake up.” he pushed Storm gently, trying to wake him up carefully.

WORDS: 516
TAGGED: tieran (storm)
NOTES: xD
LYRICS: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
CREDIT: CaeJae@caution2.0

[Tieran "Storm" Ashkevron]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 450px; background-image: url(http://i1081.photobucket.com/albums/j348/SimiXiamara/TemplateStuff/StormClouds2.jpg); padding-bottom: 20px;] daytime friends, night time lovers hopin' no one else discovers where they go - or what they do in their secret hideaway. they don't wanna hurt the other so they love in the night time and shake hands in the light of day. Skin that slid over his own, soft, yet firm in all the right places. He squeezed an arm, and a part of him wondered why he couldn't see the form on top of him. It was dark, and his eyes strained to find the face of his mysterious lover that was completely cast into shadow. He let out a groan, arching against the soft lips which travelled over his collarbone. His chest was bare, that in and of itself was odd, he hardly ever actually slept without a shirt on. Though the form above him was bare as well, he could feel their skin sliding against one another. The mystery lover was moving down, kissing over his chest, toying with nipples, moving further and further down. God, they were so close... so close to the target! Yes, he could feel warm breath blowing across his skin, his entire body arching into the touch as he finally knew bliss- "Storm." What the hell? No, no, he didn't want to let go. Please, don't let him let go! "Storm. Wake up." He shifted slightly on his bed, disappointed to find that it was mournfully empty. No mystery lover. Just... a particularly annoying presence seated on the side of his bed. He blinked, clearing his eyes of the dreamy haze. "Damn it, Benjimen, what the hell do you want?" he demanded of his friend as he pushed the other's hands away from his form. "That was a seriously good dream, man, and you better have a damn good reason for interupting it," he stated simply, looking up at the other male, yawning as he pushed himself up into a sit, blankets pooled in his lap as he fought the urge to deck the other male, as the usually upbeat and happy-go-lucky Storm was not pleased about being woken up at - he checked his bedside clock - three in the morning. He looked up at the male then, light shining in from the hallway where the other had not closed his door. Wait, that was open? He looked over towards the next bed and realized that there was no body beneath the fluffy pink blankets embellished with the Hello Kitty symbol. No blond hair sticking out or fanned over the pillow. And better yet... no brunette curled up against said blonde. Sometimes, though rarely, Phoenix would join Jack in his room. More often than not, though, Jack went to Nix. He stretched slightly as he reached out, grabbing hold of the other male and jerked him down. "Okay, asswipe, since you had the indecency to wake me up at this ungodly hour after I courteously made sure that your happy ass got home in one piece last night, you can at least snuggle with me." Otherwise, he was gonna have to go and wake up Max. Which might not bode well for him if she caught him in his current state of... wakefullness. || words: 511 || tag: ben || outfit: here || notes: hello there mr tall blonde and sexy ||

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[Benjamin Paul Tyler]

The light that shone from the corridor, covered Storm’s face beautifully and Ben could see that the young man was smiling in his sleep. As he slowly stirred that smile quickly turned into a scowl. At first Ben wondered why the usually upbeat storm was suddenly scowling at him. Then he remembered it was 3a.m. and he didn’t think even the happiest person in the world would be happy about being woken up that early. It had been urgent though. Ben couldn’t help but smirk at the use of his full name. In the situation he found himself in he had no idea how he was actually managing to smirk but whenever Storm used Ben’s full name he always found it amusing. Why he didn’t know. Maybe something to do with the fact he loved to tease Storm and the use of his full name meant that he was provoking a reaction. Now wasn’t really time for fun and games though. He needed to know what had happened last night. “That was a seriously good dream, man, and you better have a damn good reason for interupting it”

[/color] This time Ben couldn’t hold back a laugh as he shook his head at his friend. “Storm. Seriously did not need to know that. Good dream only means one thing in your world!” he exclaimed, shaking his head. Okay this was good. Had he beaten up Storm he would have some sort of marks on him and would be more angry then this.

Okay, asswipe, since you had the indecency to wake me up at this ungodly hour after I courteously made sure that your happy ass got home in one piece last night, you can at least snuggle with me."[/color]So that’s why he’d seen Storm last night. He must have helped him home. Relief swept over Ben before embarrassment set in that he’d panicked so much and run to Storm’s room in just his boxers and woken him up at 3a.m. Ben pulled the covers over the both of them and pulled Storm down so he was lying back down, looking at him apologetically. The least he could do was give him a bit of a snuggle. “I’m sorry. I woke up with a black eye and my ribs hurting and all I could remember was seeing you and I panicked and thought that I might have hurt you because you know what I’m like when I get like that, I could hurt anyone and I’d never get over it if I hurt you and I just had to know…” Ben babbled on like an idiot, stopping himself abruptly and looking at Storm. “I’m sorry I’ll make it up to…” As Ben snuggled closer he felt something poke him. “Oh for god sake Storm, that must have been a bloody good dream!!!” he exclaimed, backing away slightly out of embarrassment. Ben and Storm did have a joke and a flirt but it had never turned into something physical and Ben didn’t know how to react. He wasn’t entirely sure how Storm was going to react either.
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WORDS: 519
TAGGED: tieran (storm)
NOTES: haha xD
LYRICS: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
CREDIT: CaeJae@caution2.0

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[Tieran "Storm" Ashkevron]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 450px; background-image: url(http://i1081.photobucket.com/albums/j348/SimiXiamara/TemplateStuff/StormClouds2.jpg); padding-bottom: 20px;] daytime friends, night time lovers hopin' no one else discovers where they go - or what they do in their secret hideaway. they don't wanna hurt the other so they love in the night time and shake hands in the light of day. Storm gave a faint smile as the other male laughed and stated that he didn't need to know that he'd been having a really good dream. "You don't know, man. Maybe it was all about unicorns and glitter or... what's that one commercial... chipmunk family reunions," he stated, snickering slightly at the very thought of the commercial. He lay back on the bed slightly, closing his eyes. "Someone stole the nuts... Squirrel jail... justice." he finished off, chuckling at himself before looking back over to the other male and squinting through the darkness. "We should probably close the door too... else the staff will be all like "Inappropriate behavior!" and be total downers as they are wont to be." He gave a dramatic sigh at this thought, throwing a hand over his forehead to complete the gesture. "Oh how they treat us like irresponsible children. I mean honestly." He shook his head before looking over at the other as he pulled the covers over the both of them and then apologized. He flung his arm over the other male and nuzzled against his chest slightly. "Yes, well, you should be sorry. Waking me up at all hours of the night, I mean really. 'S just plain rude, it is." He chuckeld softly before the other added on that he had woken up with a black eye and hurting ribs and junk and he snorted. "Yeah, when was the last time I gave you a black eye, man? Tell me one time that I gave you a black eye," he pulled back, propping himself on his elbow as he watched the other. Storm wasn't exactly the violent type. Well, beyond tackling random people to the ground, but that wasn't violent, that was just fun. He then smirked as the other cut off his sentence. "Make it up to me, you mean?" he asked, chuckling as the other backed away from him and he sat up. "I told you it was a good dream." He flopped back onto the bed once more with a laugh. "Wish I knew who it was. Whoever it was... they were perfect though..." he stated easily, looking over at the other. He actually looked embarassed. "Oh come on, you've never woken up with a morning wood? You need to live man. I mean honestly." They were both guys, and Storm had point-blank told him that it had been a rather good dream. What had he thought he'd meant?! || words: 465 || tag: ben || outfit: here || notes: hello there mr tall blonde and sexy ||

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[Benjamin Paul Tyler]

Ben rolled his eyes at the idea of Storm having a dream about unicorns and rainbows and what not. “Come on man. I know you well enough to know that that is not your definition of a ‘good dream’!” Ben chuckled at the younger male. He didn’t know how it was possible to have sex on your mind the amount Storm did. Ben fully well knew that Storm was a sex addict but still. Ben, like any other teenage boy did like sex but it’d been a while since he’d had it and it really didn’t fuss him that much. He wasn’t the type of boy to just sleep around. He made out with a heck of a lot of girls and girls but rarely slept with them. In fact he’d never got to that stage with a man yet, the idea did kinda daunt him. Ben chuckled and reluctantly got off the bed, going to the door and shutting it with a small thud, this time actually locking it.

As Storm nuzzled against his chest, Ben couldn’t help the sigh of content that left his lips. He did enjoy little intimate things like this, even if it was with one of your best friends. Though Storm and his relationship was riddled with flirty, intimate behaviour that the pair of them were kinda used to doing things like this. Ben looked at Storm as he propped himself against the pillow. He shrugged his shoulders, looking at him apologetically. “Storm. Come on you must understand that I panicked. You know how I get when I freak out and I can’t remember a thing.” Ben pouted, trying to pull the cutest face he could, his bottom lip sticking out and his eyes going all soft.

Ben rolled his eyes. “Yes I guessed it’d had been that sort of a dream but seriously man can you not control yourself?” Ben exclaimed before gingerly lying down next to Storm again. Having never been with a man before Ben was a little nervous when it came to things like this. It’s like you’re first time. When you don’t really know what to do or how to ask or anything. He didn’t want Storm knowing though so Ben snuggled next to Storm again, looking at him in the eyes. “Well yeah I have woken up with a… but no-one’s ever seen.” Ben said, smiling slightly at Storm. “Do you want me to go so you can..uh..sort it out?” Damn Ben’s nervousness. Storm would see right through him. He’d know something was up with Ben. Why was he so bloody nervous and embarrassed? He had one too after all.

WORDS: 446
TAGGED: storm!
NOTES: shy ben!
LYRICS: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
CREDIT: CaeJae@caution2.0

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[Tieran "Storm" Ashkevron]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 450px; background-image: url(http://i1081.photobucket.com/albums/j348/SimiXiamara/TemplateStuff/StormClouds2.jpg); padding-bottom: 20px;] daytime friends, night time lovers hopin' no one else discovers where they go - or what they do in their secret hideaway. they don't wanna hurt the other so they love in the night time and shake hands in the light of day. Storm couldn't help but laugh as Ben stated that he knew that Storm's definition of a good dream wasn't all about unicorns and glitter and squirrel jails. He did wish that Ben would give him a little more credit. Hell, okay, so he was at the school for being a sex addict, but he wasn't really a sex addict! His grandfather just hadn't known how to take the fact that Storm had lost his virginity with two girls instead of just one. Okay, so his first time had been a threesome, that didn't automatically make him a sex addict. And he flirted around, okay, in the past two years, he'd slept with a couple of the local girls that went to the public high school. And maybe a guy or two, but really... that wasn't all that much in his head. Maybe he was a sex addict and just didn't know it. "Should give me more credit, dude. I don't always think about sex." No, more often than not nowadays he thought about Max. How worried he had been when his little Roo had disappeared on him and then he'd found out that his innocent little Roo had left with Carter Collin. Bleh. He hated the thought of them having sex, he really did. Made him want to gag. But as it was, right now, Ben was the one having panic attacks over a friend, so Storm should be there for him right? Right. Good. He watched the other male with avid interest and smirked slightly. "Yeah, yeah, I know how you're prone to over-reaction. But obviously I'm perfectly fine. The other guy though? Dude... you totally did a number on him. But don't worry, he totally deserved it," Storm assured, nodding easily. "If I weren't such a pacifist, I'd probably have kicked his ass myself. 's what he gets for calling you a cunt, man." He wrinkled his nose slightly. He didn't like that word. At all. It was a very bad word. Even when used in referance to the actual part of the female anatomy. It was just so uncouth. Cunt. While he didn't exactly agree with violence, he could see how someone would get pissy about that. He'd get pissy if someone called him a cunt. Or worse, called Max a cunt. Of course, Max would probably kick the shit out of them first... the thought amused him. Thinking of little bitty Max kicking the shit out of some big buff dude. He then laughed when Ben asked if he couldn't control himself. "I can't help my bodily functions, dude. You ever tried to do that? Just will yourself not to get an erection? It's like... physically impossible. 'cause the more you think about it, the more its gonna make itself known," he stated matter-of-factly, smirking slightly as the other finally decided to lay back down against him once more. He wrapped his arm around Ben once more as they snuggled down together before the other was speaking again. He then snorted slightly when Ben asked if he wanted him to leave sothat he could get it sorted out. "You mean so I can jerk off? Not my style, man," he stated, laughing softly. "I don't like to do that kind of thing all by my lonesome, takes the fun out of it." Now if someone wanted to watch him jack off, that might be a different story. He smirked as he pushed closer to the other male and realized that the other male was actually sporting a rather healthy-feeling 'problem' as well. "But I have a better idea anyway..." he stated, sliding down the other's side slowly to rest on his hip, lightly tugging at the waistband of the other's boxers. "I could help you out with yours if you help me out with mine..." he stated, smirking slightly as his hand moved back up over the other's bare torso. He leaned in, lips lightly grazing over the other's throat slowly, inhaling the other's scent as he reached his ear, kissing just beneath his ear at the jaw bone. "Oral... hand... ore penetration... matters not to me... I'll leave the specifics up to you... if you think you're man enough." || words: 773 || tag: ben || outfit: here || notes: hello there mr tall blonde and sexy ||

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[Benjamin Paul Tyler]

Ben looked at Storm, smiling apologetically at him. It must be really hard to be labelled as a sex addict actually. I mean, wasn’t every single teenage boy slightly obsessed with sex? Ben didn’t feel like he needed it all the time but he was constantly looking girls and guys up and down thinking ‘hmm I wonder what they’d look like naked’ or ‘I wonder if they’re any good in the bedroom’, it didn’t mean that you had an addiction. “Should give me more credit, dude. I don't always think about sex”

[/s] Ben nodded and smiled at the very good looking boy. “Mate I know. I’m sorry I was only kidding around. To be honest, if you’re a sex addict, I think I am one to because it’s on my mind quite a lot.” Ben admitted, laughing to himself slightly. He loved how Storm could always make light of the situation, even when he was annoyed. Storm was such a genuine, nice guy.

Yeah, yeah, I know how you're prone to over-reaction. But obviously I'm perfectly fine. The other guy though? Dude... you totally did a number on him. But don't worry, he totally deserved it, [/s] Shit. No wonder Ben’s knuckles hurt so bad. Ben didn’t know whether to panic or be slightly pleased with himself. Storm said that he had deserved it but did anyone really deserve to be beaten up? Ben bit his lip softly, slightly angry at himself. Why the fuck couldn’t he just control his anger like everyone else and not just flip out when someone did the slightest thing to upset him. ‘s what he get’s for calling you a cunt man[/color] ah so that’s why he’d got so cross. Ben despised that word. It was one of the many things his father had called him and it was definitely a sure way to really really get Ben angry. Ben relaxed slightly. The man had deserved it. Maybe not to the extend that Ben probably went to but still. People should probably learn not to mess with him.

Ben smirked slightly at the thought. He knew exactly what Storm meant. When he had been a young teen a very pretty girl had walked past Ben and smiled at him, biting her lip in such a cute way and Ben’s body had… reacted. But he was at school and Ben had been stood there thinking ‘no no don’t you fucking dare. Not now!’ but of course that does only make you think about what caused the reaction more so it just get’s worse and worse. Again, Ben slightly cursed himself for being so embarrassed about the situation he found himself in. He should be enjoying it, having a little bit of fun with it. Ben shook his head. “It’s alright for some, having someone at their every call to come sort them out when they get a little over-excited. Unfortunately I don’t have that luxury,” Ben said with a smirk, rolling his eyes slightly at Storm.

Better idea? What was Storm talking about? As Storm’s hands slowly moved down Ben’s body he gasped, realising he was a little more excited then he’d thought. He didn’t know whether it was the thought of that hot girl or just the sensation of snuggling against Storm but part of his anatomy had definitely sprung to…oh god. As Ben felt Storm’s warm breath again his neck and soft lips below his ear, he bit his lip hard to stop a little moan from escaping his lips. How could Storm make him feel so turned on this quickly? Fuck no. He was definitely getting more excited. As soon as he heard the word penetration Ben shouted, “No!”. His sudden outburst made him go red. “I mean uhh… I’ve never really…done it with a man so I don’t know if that would be a very good idea.” Ben said slowly, looking at Storm a little sheepishly, looking to the young boy for advice.
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WORDS: 668
TAGGED: storm!
NOTES: shy ben!
LYRICS: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
CREDIT: CaeJae@caution2.0

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[Tieran "Storm" Ashkevron]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 450px; background-image: url(http://i1081.photobucket.com/albums/j348/SimiXiamara/TemplateStuff/StormClouds2.jpg); padding-bottom: 20px;] daytime friends, night time lovers hopin' no one else discovers where they go - or what they do in their secret hideaway. they don't wanna hurt the other so they love in the night time and shake hands in the light of day. Storm snorted slightly as the other apologized and stated that if he were a sex addict, then Ben himself was probably one. "I think that by their standards, every single teenage boy is a sex addict. My grandfather was just not able to deal with the fact that I lost my virginity to two girls instead of just one." He shrugged slightly at the memory. That had been a hell of an afternoon. Come home with two girls from school... time all to themselves in the garage on the sofa... oh yeah. 'course then his grandfather had ruined absolutely everything. He looked back over at the other male as he seemed to grasp what he'd said about the fight. He frowned, he knew that the other male didn't like that he had such temper surges. He reached out, lightly touching the other's hand, fingers brushing over the wounds there. "Hey... it's alright, man. I got you off of him before you did too much damage. I think he had a black eye... maybe a broken nose... might have knocked out a few teeth but... really, I think he's fine..." And maybe a broken rib or two from when Ben had practically thrown the other guy into a table... and the bar. And the floor. But hey, he wasn't about to admit that to the other male since he was obviously upset about it to begin with, he didn't need to upset him any more than necessary. He offered a small smile to the other male. "You know I'd never let you do irreperable damage, mate... just smacked him around a bit is all..." Yeah, that was his story, and he was sticking to it, damn it! He was glad that the other male wasn't going to be dwelling on the fact and was, in fact, agreeing with the statement that for some people getting an erection in the middle of the night could be alright... if they had someone to come sort them out. "Yeah, well, I don't exactly have one of those yet either," he stated easily, smirking slightly. Not unless Max came to her senses, that is, he wouldn't say no to that pretty girl. Ever. Ah, Max... he wondered vaguely if she was still mad at him. He looked back over at the other male, deciding that now was not the time to be thinking about Maxine Moon. He smirked slightly as he watched the other, the gasp, the short intakes of breath... and the supressed moans. Oh yes... this could definitely be fun. Though then the other male was exclaiming no. He backed off immidiately, 'cause rape was definitely not his type of thing. He backed away, looking at the other male as he came down a little and said that he'd just never 'done it' with a man before so he didn't know if it would be a good idea. He reached up, brushing his fingers through the other's blond locks. He was a virgin?! "You're lying. You're to sexy to be a man-virgin, Ben," Storm chided, leaning in with a small smirk. "But I suppose if you are telling the truth, I could be nice and let you top. It's not that much different from being with a girl, you know," he stated simply, rolling onto his back and pulling the other over on top of himself. "I'll even walk you through it... 'course, I guess if you don't want to... then that's your choice..." || words: 630 || tag: ben || outfit: here || notes: hello there mr tall blonde and sexy ||

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Ben chuckled softly at Storms comment and nodded his head. It was true. Ben was sure that all counsellors here did take it a little bit over the top when it came to the addicts, especially the sex ones. Most people they’re age was going out and having a ‘good time’. That didn’t make it a bad thing. Ben thought that as long as they were being safe and both were consenting there was really nothing wrong with having a very healthy sex life. Of course Ben wanted to settle down with someone and just sleep with them but for now he was just enjoying being a teenage boy and all the perks that came with that. Ben leaned his head on Storm’s chest, enjoying the warmth of it. Ben had no idea how but Storm always seemed to be blessed with warmth, it was very comforting.

Watching Storm softly brush over his knuckles, Ben sighed. He kind of knew that Storm was probably sugar coating it a bit but he was really grateful for it. Ben really didn’t want to know what he had really down to the poor guy, even if he had deserved it. “Yeah you’re good to me like that Storm. Thank you.” Ben said softly, smiling up at him before resting back against him. Ben nestled against Storm, inhaling the males scent. God he smelt good. Ben was very lucky to have found Storm, then again Ben seemed to always associate with the younger males. He didn’t mean to it just happened, but Storm was definitely a keeper!

Ben cursed in his head as Storm suddenly backed off. Was that gonna put his off? Quickly Storm was back by his side though and Ben looked at him square in the eyes. He smiled softly at the compliment, looking down at the bed. “Shut up you I’m not that sexy and I guess…. I dunno I’ve just never found someone I’ve been comfortable with that I wanna do it with.” Ben said with a small shrug. He had had intimate sessions with guys before but it had never ever really got anywhere, just making out. Ben wanted his first time to be with someone he trusted. Someone he knew would listen to him if things got too much. Someone like Storm. As Ben got moved so he was above Storm he could no longer resist the urge to bring his lips down to Storm’s and kiss him, ever so gently. “Storm….” He said slowly, looking at the male deep in the eyes. “Would it be alright if I went on the…on the…y’know bottom? Because I want my first time to be with someone a truly trust and I trust you with my life and I’ll know you’ll stop if it get’s too much and I.. I’m rambling, sorry.” Ben was looking at Storm’s chest the whole way through that speech, his face flushing a slight shade of red. God why was this so hard. He needed to ask Storm a few questions first. “Ok I just need to ask. Does it really hurt? And will I be sore after? And is it actually…pleasureable?” Ben actually managed to look Storm in the eyes at this point. He normally felt totally at ease with this boy but this was all a bit overwhelming. Despite this it did feel right.

A few hours later!

Ben moaned softly as he stirred into consciousness. His muscles were aching slightly and it took him a few moments to remember why. He could feel a body next to him and turned over and found himself looking directly at a sleeping Storm. Suddenly everything came back to him and Ben couldn’t help the smile that spread across his face. It had happened. He’d finally lost it. And with someone who he did care about and trusted. It hadn’t been as bad as Ben had expected it to be. In fact, it was so much better. As he looked at Storm’s soft chest Ben felt butterflies in his stomach. He just felt so satisfied and happy. It had been so long since he’d felt this and god did it feel good. Ben wasn’t really sure what to do with himself. He felt like a changed person but he didn’t quite know why. He guessed it was similar to your first time. That morning when you wake up after and you can’t quite believe what had happened. He wondered if he had been good enough?

Slowly, Ben wrapped his arms around Storm, kissing his lips ever so softly to gently wake him from his sleep. “Wakey wakey Storm.” He said ever so softly. For some reason he desperately wanted Storm awake. Why? He couldn’t put his finger on it. Was it because he wanted to gauge Storm’s reaction to it all? Or was it because he was a little overwhelmed and needed Storm awake to kind of talk about it all? Either way he knew he wanted Storm. Ben nestled against his chest, his hand brushing over the hair’s the spread themselves over Storm. No wonder Storm was such a sex addict. Everyone must be jumping at the chance to be with him. And the happiness Ben felt was definitely a feeling he never wanted to forget. He looked up at Storm, smiling broadly.

WORDS: 890TAGGED: tieran (storm)
NOTES: xD
LYRICS: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
CREDIT: CaeJae@caution2.0