CHRISTIANSEN, chandler shay

[Chandler Shay Christiansen]

C H A N D L E R SHAY C H R I S T I A N S E N !



an empty room, i'm empty too and everything ,

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r e m i n d s m e o f y o u. s o m a n y t h i n g s i s h o u l d n 't h a v e m i s s e d. t h e m o r e t h a t i p u s h,
and the more you resist. it's easy to say it's for the best when you want more while you leave me with less.[/color][/font]

Full Name:

[/color] chandler shay christiansen
Nicknames: whatever you can get from chandler
Age: fifteen
Birthdate: february 14th
Sexuality: bi-sexual
Gender: male
Problem: addictions
Grade: sophomore
Clique(s): butterfly, other
Classes:

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i know you're fine, but what do i do ?[/i][/color][/size][/font]
i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e, a n d t r y i n g, w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g
like a babe beside him. i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Height:

[/color] five feet four inches
Weight: one hundred seventeen
Hair Color: blue and black (naturally blond)
Eye Color: blue
Notable Features: three stars tattooed on his left shoulder blade
Play-By: mikko puttonen
General Description: "okay, well, let me just start by saying that i have an identical twin. it's pretty awesome, we manage to trick a lot of people.. my hair right now is blue and black, which makes it easy to tell us apart.

if you haven't noticed, i'm also pretty small. no big deal, really, i'm just smaller than the average guy. i have a bit of muscle that comes from working out for soccer. i'm average weight for my height so i'm not chubby or overly skinny, i like to think that i'm pretty average when it comes to my weight. it fits my height well, so that's all that really matters to me.

i dress a lot like a girl, though i also have jeans that i can wear. i don't know, my sense of fashion is weird to a lot of people, and cam and i pretty much do the same shit because obviously what looks good on him is probably going to look good on me too. i don't know, i like tights and tight jeans and long shirts and scarves. don't judge me.

i also have a tattoo on my left shoulder blade. three stars symbolizing me, cam, and our deceased sister. mine is green, cam's is blue, and our sister, liv, hers is pink. mostly, only the people that i sleep with know about it, but if anyone asked, i'd be happy to show them."[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and i know you see me, and you're making it ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
l o o k s o e a s y. w h a t c o m e s a n d g o e s, i 'd g o w i t h o u t. i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e b u t w h a t a b o u t
fallout , fallout , fallout, through the fallout. fallout, fallout, through the fallout. well now there's him,[/color][/font]

Likes:

[/color] sex, girls, boys, little kids, being happy, butterflies, animals in general, sex, fun, sunshine
Dislikes: mean people, getting hurt, over-sleeping, pain, rejection, failing
Strengths: persuading others, endurance, sex.
Weaknesses: indecisive, people pleaser, messed up priorities
Fears: drowning, spiders, failure.
Disorders: hypersexuality, insomnia
General Description: ""i like to think i'm a pretty complicated person, but who knows for sure. i'm kind of a quiet person before you meet me, if you see me in the halls i'm probably going to be with my brother, or someone else. i'm a pretty crazy person, though, once you get to know me and i'm comfortable around you.

i'm also willing to sleep with just about anyone. whatever, you know? i like sex, a lot. i don't mind sleeping with girls or boys, but i do prefer sleeping with guys, but i'll take what i can get. i'm a pretty versatile person when it comes to sex. i'll top, bottom, be with girls, whatever. i'm even down to work with other people's fetishes and stuff like that. i'm always interested in doing something new and trying out other things that might be cool.

i also have a tendency to be a bit of a cry baby. i just get so overwhelmed with emotion, and it's like it just spills out of my eyes. i don't know, i think it pisses people off, but i can't help it. i try to avoid it as much as possible, but even when i'm frustrated i cry. it's sad and upset me, but what can i do? there's nothing for me to do to improve it. i just hope it goes away with age.

some people say that i'm a bit childish. i guess the crying comes in there, too. i like little kid things, probably because i felt the need to grow up too quickly. after my mother died, my dad went down and pretty much reverted to an alcoholic ass hole that hit my brother and occasionally myself. i had to grow up for cam, so that someone would be there to take care of him. and now, it's my turn to be a bit of a kid. i don't like.. carry around stuffed animals and stuff, but i like being around people that take care of me and i like to be able to relax and act like a teenager instead of walk around like an adult.

i'm pretty protective over the people i love, though. i like to make sure everything is okay between them. i didn't want to stay home while cam was sent off to some school with a bunch of strangers, so i made sure he sent me too. it's been a little bit since we've seen each other, but i think he'll be happy to see me. i know i've missed him and i'm sure he's missed me, seeing as he's written me these letters every weekend.

people say i'm a pretty smart kid, but i try to steer away from letting people know. my teachers know i'm smart, but everyone else kind of just assume that i'm dumb. whatever, i don't really care how much they think i'm stupid. i know that i'm not a retard, and i know that i'm smarter than the average tenth grader, but i don't like to brag about it. but i want to give people a reason to underestimate me."[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and now there's me. the secrets you give ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
a n d t h e s e c r e t s y o u k e e p. a n d n e v e r t h e l e s s, i t 's n e v e r y o u l e t. t h e m o r e t h a t i g i v e
and the less that i get. don't tell me to fight, to fight for you. after this long, i shouldn't have to[/color][/font]

Mother:

[/color] marci michelle christiansen
Father: michael jace christiansen
Siblings: cameron jace christiansen
Pets: n/a
Other: n/a
History: "alrighty, well. i was the first born of twins, that starts things out at a pretty good spot, right? i'm five minutes older than my identical twin brother, cam, and i'll never let him forget it. he's my best friend and i love him to death. when we were born, our parents were still in love. in fact, they were in love even until our mom died. it was kind of tragic, because our family was so perfect and just amazing.

after my mom died, though, when she was giving birth to what was supposed to be mine and cameron's little sister, everything kind of went down the shitter. my dad basically turned into the exact opposite of what he had been before. he started seeing cameron's gay tendencies, which were even worse than my own were. after he realized that cameron was probably gay, he started hitting him and hurting him and i have no doubt that he was what made cam the way he is today.

i went in an opposite direction than cam, purposely dating girls and bringing them home to my dad to see as a cover up. i love cam, but i didn't want to go down like he had to. i noticed when cam started dropping weight like crazy. it made me sad, i actually cried about it nightly. i still do sometimes. however, when my father got all pissy about it and sent him away to some sort of school for fucked up kids, i couldn't let him be alone.

for a little bit, he was there all alone. i wrote him and he wrote me, seeing as we don't have phones at all. either way, at that point i started getting in trouble at school and it actually took them expelling me within the first month of school for my dad to send me. i was expelled for having sex around the school, getting caught in the bathroom and locker room. i don't really care, i just wanted to be with cam. i want to protect him, and i can't do that from a different state."[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


i know you're fine, but what do i do? i know ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e a n d t r y i n g w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g l i k e a
babe beside him.i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Alias:

[/color] alyssa
Age: 18
Time Zone: gmt-8
Other Characters: cam & vi
Code Words:again?[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


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for "fallout" by marianas trench. do not steal,
alter, edit, or use without her permission or she will
send the evil monkey in her closet after you. you have
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