COOK, rory andrew

[Rory Andrew Cook]

R O R Y ANDREW C O O K !



an empty room, i'm empty too and everything ,

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r e m i n d s m e o f y o u. s o m a n y t h i n g s i s h o u l d n 't h a v e m i s s e d. t h e m o r e t h a t i p u s h,
and the more you resist. it's easy to say it's for the best when you want more while you leave me with less.[/color][/font]

Full Name:

[/color]RORY ANDREW COOK
Nicknames: N/A
Age: SIXTEEN
Birthdate: 16 SEPTEMBER 2004
Sexuality: BISEXUAL
Gender: MALE
Problem: SUICIDAL
Grade: SOPHOMORE
Clique(s): NERD
Classes:

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i know you're fine, but what do i do ?[/i][/color][/size][/font]
i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e, a n d t r y i n g, w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g
like a babe beside him. i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Height:

[/color] 5'7"
Weight: 138lbs
Hair Color: BROWN
Eye Color: BLUE
Notable Features: SCARS ON THIGHS FROM BURNS AND CUTS.
Play-By: DAVID BLAISE
General Description: Rory is of average height, just about 5'7". His hair is short and brown and he has a very pleasant looking face. He's pretty damn pale since he doesn't spend a whole lot of time outside. His style is very simple and relaxed. He wears a lot of t-shirts, skinny jeans, hoodies, and converse. His tshirts are often nerdy. [/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and i know you see me, and you're making it ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
l o o k s o e a s y. w h a t c o m e s a n d g o e s, i 'd g o w i t h o u t. i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e b u t w h a t a b o u t
fallout , fallout , fallout, through the fallout. fallout, fallout, through the fallout. well now there's him,[/color][/font]

Likes:

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1. Video games. They give him an escape, he can go live in another world and not have to think about anything for a while.
2. Reading. Same as video games. It gives him a chance to join another world, make amazing friends, and it gives him something else to think about rather than how badly he's messed up his life.
3. Sleeping. When he's asleep he doesn't need to think he doesn't need to do anything. He's just unconscious and completely inactive. He doesn't need to please anyone and he doesn't have to do anything. It's the closest to dead that he can get sometimes.
4. Music. It's something that helps take his mind off of how much he hates himself and how worthless he is. He plays a bit of guitar, which also helps him take his mind off things.
5. Cats. He hates dogs, and cats are perfect. He likes that they don't smell and don't really require any attention.
6. Cookies. Just, who can hate cookies?
7. Eating. It's normally something to fill time and it's delicious. He'd particularly good at not putting on weight. Oh teenage boy metabolism perks.
Dislikes:
1. Himself. He hates himself for multiple reasons. He thinks he's a worthless human being who will amount to nothing. Rory grew really sad when he entered high school and lost his own purpose in life and he hates himself for it as well as everything else about himself. He honestly things he has no redeeming qualities.
2. Being awkward. Rory's not incredibly social, he doesn't really know how to respond in social situations a lot of the time. He's never really been good at making friends either.
3. Dogs. They smell. They're dirty. Enough said.
4. Bullies. He really doesn't need any help feeling shitty about himself.
5. Extremely long hair. He hates having it it bothers him.
6. Pain. Any sort of pain.
Strengths:
1. Good listener. He'll listen to your problems no problem. d:
2. Caring. He's an extremely caring person. He takes care of his brother and his friends since he doesn't have many.
3. Gaming. He's pretty good at beating video games. It's what he used to spend 90% of his time doing.
Weaknesses:
1. Peer pressure. He easily feeds into that stuff to seek approval.
2. Anderson. His brother is a super weak spot for him. He'd drop everything to help him and do anything to help him.
3. Self esteem. He has none, you see, and it holds him back from doing things.
Fears:
1. Being lost.
2. Being hated by his family.
3. Being forgotten.
Disorders: Depression?
General Description:
"people say i'm funny, okay i guess i can be when i'm in the mood, but i'm pretty... iffy. like sometimes i'm all into it, and sometimes i just want to be left alone, it's anyone's guess what it's going to be at that point in time. sometimes i'm happy and cheery and all into everyone's conversations, and then i can change on a dime, it's almost as if i suffer from bipolar disorder, but i don't. it's just, the way i am i guess. like there's certain things that irk me and those things drive me up the wall, and they only annoy me if i'm feeling a certain way, i'm so weird. no one knows for sure why i'm like this, but i try and spare my little brother from my temper. my twin isn't so lucky since he's normally around me. i feel terrible after, but i feel so good when i'm verbally attacking someone when it happens. revenge isn't sweet after the fact i guess. my jokes are pretty sarcastic, and dry. i just like making people laugh even when i lay on my personality a bit thick. getting people to laugh makes me think that they're starting to like me a bit more, or something stupid like that. i like perverted jokes, i like funny jokes, and i like sarcasm.

i'm pretty friendly, or i try to be most of the time, but it's hard. i'm quite prejudice if i really think about it. i try not to judge people by their look and their styles, or who they hang out with, but it's difficult. i've just been around people who are exactly how i perceive them, not that that works out now in the real world, but you know. if someone needs help i'll probably debate helping them, if not just help them, it's the way i am i guess. if someone you know, is mean to me, i'm probably not really going to bother with them much. i just, i just don't like it and if someone has a bad opinion of me i try and change it, unless you're someone who i detest, then i honestly don't care. so yeah, also if you're like new around somewhere and you talk to me, i'll talk with you and help you out learning the ways about something. you know how it is.

i'm a lost cause in the romance department. i don't know what's up or down, i'm a complete and utter failure. if i think something's romantic, it's not. trust me, there's no way any of the things i come up with are romantic. i can't tell flirting from an eye twitch, and i'm sure as hell a lost cause in the bedroom. i'm not a virgin, but i hardly have any experience, just saying. i'm like a freaking noob in that bit of the social world, just throwing that out there for you all to judge me by.

i'm pretty laid back. i don't care about a lot of things, and i make it obvious. school? eh, what about it? i slide by. you could consider me lazy, and even by my standards i am a lazy fat ass, but i don't care. the only things i really care about is being liked, having fun, music, and my friends. other than that i don't give a shit, i just want to have fun. but i must admit, i get frustrated so so so easily, it's super sad to admit, not to mention embarrassing, but it's the truth. if i'm having trouble with math or something, when i was in school. i'd throw my notebooks across the room totally annoyed with the whole concept of math or whatever the fuck it was. i just hate dealing with shit that doesn't make sense, or completely frustrates me. i stress out about that shit.

speaking about stress, i get really nervous, and i hate being alone in large crowds. if i am i act laid back and cool and shit, but on the inside i'm dying. i just want to disappear and fit in. i have an obsession with getting certain people to like me for who i am and sometimes for who i'm not. i crack jokes to make people laugh, i sometimes don't even act like myself. i turn into a complete and utter nervous wreck around new people, it might even seem like such a hypocritical situation that i get on stage and do my thing with friends, but who knows. maybe being with my best friends helped make it better for me. they know me quite well after all.

also another thing you should know about me is that i'm incredibly depressed. somewhere along the way i lost my motivation to live. i got really lost in my head and started to self harm. i burned my thighs and cut myself. i hate pain so it seemed like a good punishment. i have scars and stuff. anyways. i tried to end it all over the summer and i was sent here to recover. my brother still hasn't forgiven me though.

i'm selectively mature. back up where i said i have a lot of mood shifts? this also effects this too. sometimes i'll be goofy and loony and act like i'm seven. but other times i'm straight up difficult, and completely literal. sometimes i whine, and sometimes i get annoyed by childish behaviors. sometimes i'll join in, and yet others i'm embarrassed to be in the situation. i've been getting better though, over the years. i get pessimistic when i'm mature, very negative and it's annoy. a huge kill joy, if you know what i mean.

i'm not usually a selfish person, i really am not. in fact i feel terrible when i take things from people. my birthday is difficult cause i don't like whenever people buy things for me, it makes me feel nervous and uncomfortable and i just don't like it at all, if you catch my drift. i know i'm strange, but it's something i live around. i tell people not to buy me things for my birthday and junk, not that it ever changes anything. i think that it's different on christmas and what not. you know, the whole giving and receiving thing. "

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and now there's me. the secrets you give ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
a n d t h e s e c r e t s y o u k e e p. a n d n e v e r t h e l e s s, i t 's n e v e r y o u l e t. t h e m o r e t h a t i g i v e
and the less that i get. don't tell me to fight, to fight for you. after this long, i shouldn't have to[/color][/font]

Mother:

[/color] REBECCA COOK (45)
Father: ANDREW COOK (50)
Siblings: ANDERSON RICHARD COOK (14)
Pets: CAT; Sir Mittens CAT; Ten
Other: N/A
History:
Rory was the first of two children to his parents. He was a happy child who spent a lot of time on gaming systems growing up. When his younger brother was born the two were inseparable. Rory used to fall asleep on the floor next to his little brother's crib. He was just so completely taken by the tiny human being. As the two got older they grew closer. Rory took care of his little brother, he picked him up when he fell etc. Rory was always there to wipe his little brother's tears and help him with his math. His parents thought it was really cute and were happy that the two got along so well.

When Rory was in ninth grade it was the first time he caught his brother sleeping around. The boy who was two years younger than him had already started to sleep with high school boys and girls. He kept it a secret and cleaned up his brother after every bad experience. It was around the time that Rory began to get extremely sad. He'd lock himself in the bathroom and self harm. No one found out, he didn't stand out after all. Andy was the more outgoing one. Andy was the one who got into trouble. Andy was the one who was loud. During the summer after his freshman year of high school Andy forced his way into their bathroom and found Rory laying in a pool of his own blood after he'd tried to end it all. It had already been decided that Anderson was to be sent to St. Helens for his promiscuous behavior, and it was soon after decided that Rory would also join his brother. [/justify][/blockquote][/size]


i know you're fine, but what do i do? i know ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e a n d t r y i n g w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g l i k e a
babe beside him.i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Alias:

[/color] nageM, geM, MeggeM, megan, megsn, Meg.
Age: EIGHTEEN
Time Zone:EASTERN
Other Characters: ANDY AND KAIN
Code Words: JACKED BY MOUSE[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


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