HARLOW, ryan taylor

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r e m i n d s m e o f y o u. s o m a n y t h i n g s i s h o u l d n 't h a v e m i s s e d. t h e m o r e t h a t i p u s h,
and the more you resist. it's easy to say it's for the best when you want more while you leave me with less.[/color][/font]

Full Name:

[/color] ryan taylor harlow
Nicknames: ry
Age: 18
Birthdate: 10th feburay
Sexuality: undecided
Gender: male
Problem: anti-social/sociopath
Grade: senior
Clique(s): others
Classes:

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i know you're fine, but what do i do ?[/i][/color][/size][/font]
i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e, a n d t r y i n g, w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g
like a babe beside him. i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Height:

[/color] 5'11"ft
Weight: 160lbs
Hair Color: brown
Eye Color: hazel
Notable Features:plenty of tattoos
Play-By: oliver sykes
General Description: ryan is fairly tall. he is pretty slim in figure and has a far complexion. he does have short hair and hazel eyes. he style tends to be somewhat causal, he tends to wear graphic tees and jeans alot. he does ave an awful lot of tattoos, on his arms and chest. he does reckon it as art. [/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and i know you see me, and you're making it ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
l o o k s o e a s y. w h a t c o m e s a n d g o e s, i 'd g o w i t h o u t. i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e b u t w h a t a b o u t
fallout , fallout , fallout, through the fallout. fallout, fallout, through the fallout. well now there's him,[/color][/font]

Likes:

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-alcohol
-parties
-music
-tattoos
-sunset
-sex
-women

Dislikes:

-being controlled
-losing control
-showing emotion/weakness
-being open
-being told no

Strengths:

+passionate
+determined
+cunning

Weaknesses:

-sadistic
-cold
-manipulative

Fears:

-being stuck here forever
-dying alone

Disorders:

anti-social personality disorder, sadistic personality disorder

General Description:

Ryan would say he is rather outgoing, yet not overly loud. He knows when to button it, and prefers it this way. He wouldn't say he was reserved nor introverted, just that he does enjoy his own space, as does anyone. He doesn't really like overly loud people or those that gets on his nerves. He has a very tough exterior, and likes to keep it that way. He can be pretty guarded, due to things that had happened when he was younger. He finds emotions as a weakness, and likes to keep them hidden, or even deny them.

It gets to the point in where he will act like a total jerk, because he just does not want to be vulnerable. He does have a habit of being overly blunt, stubborn and hates to be wrong. He really hates being controlled like he had been his whole life by his parents and just wants to do what he wants. He can be a bit of an asshole, only because he is incredibly insecure in himself and does not want to come across as weak. He can across as a bit arrogant, cold..sadistic even at times. he is incredibly manipulative and tends to do things for his own gain.


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and now there's me. the secrets you give ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
a n d t h e s e c r e t s y o u k e e p. a n d n e v e r t h e l e s s, i t 's n e v e r y o u l e t. t h e m o r e t h a t i g i v e
and the less that i get. don't tell me to fight, to fight for you. after this long, i shouldn't have to[/color][/font]

Mother:

[/color] claudia harlow
Father: thomas harlow
Siblings: bradley and thomas jr, older brothers.
Pets: n/a
Other: n/a
History:

Ryan did not have the happiest of upbringings. He was the last child to be born to Claudia and Thomas , after their other two sons had moved out. Ryan was not a wanted child, yet they didn’t feel the need to give him up. Both Claudia and Thomas had had it rough, having Thomas lost his job and Claudia having an affair. They were always arguing, and turned to school to deal with their personal problems, rather than deal with their son. Ryan was a quiet child, but it didn’t stop his parents from giving him grief. They shouted at him alot, controlled him and he was subjected to beatings as they watched.

Ryan was vulnerable, but felt as if he couldn’t do anything. He was only ten years old, and not to mention scared. He was sick of being told he was worthless by his mother, so much so that he casually ran away aged eleven and was put into foster care soon after. He thought his pain was over, but it didn’t stop him from having nightmares or clamming up completely.


He completely withdrew into a shell and tossed aside his old identity. He became more sullen, cynical and put up walls to keep everyone seeing his vulnerability. He didn’t want to be weak anymore, yet he probably became more like his parents than anything. he started to cause trouble, was very cruel to the other children at school and was forever in trouble with the law. he was sent to many juvenile halls but he never stuck them out long enough nor did they help. once he was let out of one..he did cause harm to other student and therefore sent to st. helenas to see if they could do better.
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i know you're fine, but what do i do? i know ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e a n d t r y i n g w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g l i k e a
babe beside him.i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Alias:

[/color] Neko
Age: 21
Time Zone: gmt
Other Characters: phoenix, dahlia, caleb
Code Words:i know this[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


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