WIGGINS, journey anne

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r e m i n d s m e o f y o u. s o m a n y t h i n g s i s h o u l d n 't h a v e m i s s e d. t h e m o r e t h a t i p u s h,
and the more you resist. it's easy to say it's for the best when you want more while you leave me with less.[/color][/font]

Full Name:

[/color] Journey Anne Wiggins
Nicknames: Jay
Age: Sixteen
Birthdate: March 29
Sexuality: Straight
Gender: Female
Problem: Suicidal
Grade: Sophomore
Clique(s): Music Geeks
Classes:

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i know you're fine, but what do i do ?[/i][/color][/size][/font]
i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e, a n d t r y i n g, w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g
like a babe beside him. i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Height:

[/color] 5' 4"
Weight: 103 lbs
Hair Color: Dirty Blonde/Brown
Eye Color: Green
Notable Features: A small heart tattoo on her left shoulder, baby footprints on her hip, and multiple scars on her arms and stomach.
Play-By: Elsie Enchanted
General Description: Journey is a very tiny being. She stands at only 5'4" and weighs only one hundred three pounds. To most people that seems abnormal, or terribly small, but it all fits her personality. Her green eyes are a pair that could cut to your soul though all the visible scars make her seem much less intimidating. A nice shape, and her dirty blonde/brown hair top off her look to give her a little fairy type look.[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and i know you see me, and you're making it ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
l o o k s o e a s y. w h a t c o m e s a n d g o e s, i 'd g o w i t h o u t. i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e b u t w h a t a b o u t
fallout , fallout , fallout, through the fallout. fallout, fallout, through the fallout. well now there's him,[/color][/font]

Likes:

[/color] Romance, Love, Music, Babies, Guitars, Singing, Mango's, Rain, The Beach, Kisses, Black, Neon, Birds.
Dislikes: Loneliness, Dogs, Pregnant women, Fireworks, Disrespectful People, Bugs, Parties, Judgment.
Strengths: Hardworking, Musical Whiz, Common Sense.
Weaknesses: Self-Conscious, Self-Harming, Gullible
Fears: Getting Pregnant Again/Losing another child, Living Alone.
Disorders:
Depression - after the loss of her first and only child Journey fell into a deep and terrible depression, she turned away from everyone that she had ever loved and turned to self-harm. She has a hard time getting out of bed some mornings, or seeing people that are pregnant. She often visits the hospital just to sit outside the nursery just watching the babies. She always thinks that it will make her feel better, but she has never coped with the loss of her child.
General Description: Journey isn't a very shy person at all. She is quick to make a friend, but her bubbly outer personality only hides the depression and suicidal thoughts that she has inside. She has terrible thoughts of killing herself, and hurting herself, though she tries her hardest to block them out. In general she has major depression and suicide issues though she tries to be a happy person. [/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and now there's me. the secrets you give ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
a n d t h e s e c r e t s y o u k e e p. a n d n e v e r t h e l e s s, i t 's n e v e r y o u l e t. t h e m o r e t h a t i g i v e
and the less that i get. don't tell me to fight, to fight for you. after this long, i shouldn't have to[/color][/font]

Mother:

[/color] Miyana Grace Sims, 33, Stay at home mom.
Father: Randall Allan Wiggins, 35, deceased
Lamar O'Brien Sims, 38, Dentist
Siblings: N/A
Pets: N/A
Other: N/A
History:
Journey was born on March 29, to a single mother named Miyanna. Journey was her pride and joy and nothing could take her daughters place. Before Journey was born, her father Randall passed in a drunk driving accident. Miyanna was crushed, but knew that she had to be strong for her daughter. When Journey was only 9 months old, her mother remarried, but never let the memory of Randall fade. Of course, Journey always thought that Lamar was her father, the idea that he was a different race never clicked to her.

As a child Journey was always the outgoing one. She kept everyone entertained, and she was always up to something. She wasn't scared of heights, spiders, clowns, anything really. She had always had some kind of love from music, when she was a toddler, it was dancing to whatever music came on t.v. Letting her parents play songs on the car and humming along with them. As she got older she took up guitar, it was her passion, and her voice wasn't too bad either.

In middle school she found out that Lamar wasn't her real father, her mother told her the whole story about what had happened and she immediately wanted her name changed back to her fathers. It never changed her love for Lamar, but she wanted to feel connected to her father. She found her best friend, the boy she loved with all her heart at the age of fourteen, things moved a little too quickly and she found herself pregnant, telling him was probably the hardest thing in the world, but when he was just as excited as she was, everything seemed as if it was going to be perfect. Eight long months went by and tragedy hit. Journey gave birth to a stillborn. She was crushed, she had grown so attached to the idea of having her own child. She fell into a depression, and couldn't stand the thought of being around her family and friends anymore. She felt as if her boyfriend wouldn't want anything to do with her, like he would think it was all her fault, she couldn't prepare herself for that so she ran away. She lived with her aunt for a few months and her depression only deepened. She wanted to leave the world and be with her child. She attempted suicide 4 times, and the last time ended her in St. Helena's Academy. She tries to hide her depression by making people think that she is a happy bubbly person that ended up there on accident, but when she's alone, the cuts get deeper, the hatred for herself grows stronger, and the idea of not living only sounds better.


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i know you're fine, but what do i do? i know ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e a n d t r y i n g w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g l i k e a
babe beside him.i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Alias:

[/color] Bee
Age: Seventeen
Time Zone: Central
Other Characters: N/A
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this template was made by alice. it uses the lyrics
for "fallout" by marianas trench. do not steal,
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send the evil monkey in her closet after you. you have
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