DANESTI, abigail lilith -FIN-

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r e m i n d s m e o f y o u. s o m a n y t h i n g s i s h o u l d n 't h a v e m i s s e d. t h e m o r e t h a t i p u s h,
and the more you resist. it's easy to say it's for the best when you want more while you leave me with less.[/color][/font]

Full Name:

[/color] Abigail Lilith Danesti
Nicknames: Goes strictly by Lily, but also Kellen, Rae or Sylvia.
Age: 18
Birthdate: May 9th
Sexuality: Lily: Bisexual | Kellen: Anything on two legs | Sylvia: Asexual | Rae: Straight.
Gender:
Problem: Multiple Personality Disorder
Grade: Senior
Clique(s): Butterfly:[/color][/b]

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i know you're fine, but what do i do ?[/i][/color][/size][/font]
i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e, a n d t r y i n g, w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g
like a babe beside him. i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Height:

[/color] 5’11”
Weight: 147lbs
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Grey
Notable Features: her height. She’s pretty tall for a lady, without heels. Piercing grey eyes.
Play-By: Raina Hein
General Description: Lily is a very tall person. For a woman that is. She stands 5’11 without heels on. With heels on she’s around 6’3 or 6’4’’. She has piercing grey eyes and thick, long, wavy hair. She’s not a horribly skinny person, but she’s not heavy for her weight. She weighs just under one hundred fifty pounds. She’s got a nice figure, it’s curvy in all the right places. Now. Various alters will wear different things. Lily likes bright clothing, Kellen prefers darker colors, more form fitting, Rae and Sylvia like pale, neutral colors. colors. She looks very mature for her age.[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


and i know you see me, and you're making it ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
l o o k s o e a s y. w h a t c o m e s a n d g o e s, i 'd g o w i t h o u t. i k n o w y o u 'r e f i n e b u t w h a t a b o u t
fallout , fallout , fallout, through the fallout. fallout, fallout, through the fallout. well now there's him,[/color][/font]

Likes:

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- Flowers
- Meeting new people
- Dancing
- Art
- Reading
- Photography
- Being social
- Bright colors
- Sky high heel –even though she doesn’t need them xD-
- Music
- Haribo Gummy Bears
- Hot and Spicy Chex Mix
- Spicy Food
Dislikes:
- The blackouts she has
- The fact that she goes to bed in a bed and sometimes wakes up elsewhere.
- Being clueless in class -happens because of Rae-
- Finding out she's hurt someone
- Getting hurt herself.
- Kellen. -doesn't mind her other personalities that much but she doesn't like Kellen with her violent tendencies and nasty bitchy attitude-
- Homophobia
- Bullies
- Nasty, bitchy attitudes.
Strengths:
- Dancing
- Listening
- Getting confused in class because of Rae. She's good at getting confused.
Weaknesses:
- Flowers
- Chocolate
- Handsome men and beautiful ladies
Fears:
- Kellen seriously hurting someone
- Her mother
Disorders: Dissociative Identity Disorder
General Description: Abigail is a sweet southern young lady. Lily is a true sweetheart to the core. But there is far more to her than the sweetheart, than being a bubbly individual. She has a very… delicate mind. It's very easy for her mind to simply… fracture. You see, she has Dissociative Identity Disorder- Multiple Personality Disorder. She knows of the 'other personalities she has and they even have names. Kellen, Sylvia and Rae. Each of them are rather different from the core personality, Lily. Lily is the sweet southern gal who wants to be friends with everyone. Each of them has their own writing style, the way the walk, dress etc. 


Kellen: Kellen is someone you want to avoid. She's an incredibly violent person. Hostile, horribly nasty, and loves the sight of someone's blood marring their skin. She's not afraid to get into a fight or ten. She's just a viscous, cruel, sadistic alter. When Kellen is out, there is a noticeably different… aura about her. If she was an asylum patient, she'd be high risk. I'm not saying she's gone and killed someone, but more than one person has been left in the hospital because of Kellen. In a sense, Kellen is Lily's backbone… her very… violent… backbone….>> But she CAN care for people, if she likes you, she won’t be a total bitch, she won’t be that nasty.

Sylvia: Sylvia is mute, terrified. She communicates with a pen and paper. She's the on alter that 'protected' Abigail from all the abuse. She's skittish, shies away from touch, is one who would cower in the corner when frightened. Usually only comes out when she's physically hurt.

Rae: Well Rae is the reason Abigail gets in trouble in class. You see... Rae is a nerdy person, very intelligent, very calm, basically opposite of Lily's bubbly-ness . She strives on learning, she's always asking questions, you'll find that she's out at certain times during the day, Lily is southern, so she has that southern drawl, yet Rae… Rae has no accent whatsoever. Lily most times 'comes to' from the blackout at the end of class with the puzzled look on her face, wondering how she got there, where she is, and having to rely on Rae's notes.

She suffers from those blackouts people with D.I.D get. When one of her personalities are out and about, she doesn't now whats happening. It's like she's caged inside her own head. She can't 'communicate' with them, Abbey knows they are there, but never knows when anyone but Rae is out.Don't ask about her childhood, she won't' be able to tell you about it. Huge chunks of Lily's childhood is missing. Although she'll usually just say it was a typical childhood while trying to avoid the subject all together.n the morning.
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and now there's me. the secrets you give ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
a n d t h e s e c r e t s y o u k e e p. a n d n e v e r t h e l e s s, i t 's n e v e r y o u l e t. t h e m o r e t h a t i g i v e
and the less that i get. don't tell me to fight, to fight for you. after this long, i shouldn't have to[/color][/font]

Mother:

[/color] Jenny Genet; 36
Father: Marcus Danesti;deseased
Siblings:
Pets:
Other: ‘Grandpa’ Danesti;58;
History: Abigail was born to teen parents. Parents that weren't ready to have a child. Jenny Genet found out she was pregnant on a cloudy day. Her fiance Marcus, wasn't that happy, but was a supportive fiance after he heard the heartbeat for the first time. Jenny was lucky to have supportive parents that didn't flip their lids when they found out that 'their baby girl was knocked up'. It took a while longer to get that support from Marcus' strict father. Marcus was an Army Brat, her father was in the Army, and a very strict man. He adored Abigail though, so he mellowed the further along into Jenny's pregnancy.

When Abigail was born, she was the perfect baby, born on the 28th of July. All went well in the early part of her childhood. she had two smitten parents and smitten grandparents who loved her to pieces. It was shortly after Abigail turned four that even the young toddler knew wasn't right. Her parents bickered, Jenny turned abusive on Marcus, but having the he was stronger and never let her lay a hand on him, and he did his best to not allow Jenny to lay a single hand on Abigail. Sadly that protection disappeared when Marcus was killed in a freak accident on the military base he was visiting his father at. At that point, Jenny was a bitter bitch, but played sympathetic widow. But behind closed doors, Jenny was the bitter abusive bitch. The first time Abigail got hurt physically, her fragile mind fractured, making another 'personality' who would later be called Sylvia. Jenny never noticed her daughters abrupt change in personality when she went on abusing her. Every single time Abbey got abused, Sylvia came to the surface. Protecting Abigail from the abuse, hiding it. Whenever she came out of a blackout she never knew how she got those bruises, but learned early on to not to ask how she got those bruises.

To the outside world, Abigail was a happy child that bared bruises that could point to abuse, or a clumsy child. But that didn't stop questions from arising. Grandpa Danesti even questioned, he asked Jenny and she said that Abigail was a clumsy child. Then he asked Abigail, and she said "I don't know. It's almost like i'm missing part of my memory..." That alarmed the man. He hadn't heard of anything of the sorts and did some research. Didn't find much though. He backed off, but kept a very closes eye on the young mother and her child. Abigail did decently in school. Good grades received small praise, poor grades, a hit or verbal beat down.

It was around the ten that Abigail's ever delicate mind fractured yet again when she got a nasty particular beating and verbal beat down over getting a poor grade. That's when Rae was born. Rae came out during classes Abigail did not excel in. Math, Science, and French. Abigail had quite a lot of black outs during the school week because if Rae. She'd 'come to' and be confused, not know what happened, how she got there, what they talked about in class. But notes that weren't in her own handwriting helped her get through the class. It wasn't until one of her yearly physical around the age of thirteen that she eventually got the guts to say something about her strange blackouts. That there she had bizarre blackouts, utter confusing, she sometimes woke up not where she fell asleep. it was almost as if half her life was missing.

The doctor was puzzled, but looked into it, she found Dissociative Identity Disorder, but she brushed it that off even though it fit. The doctor didn't know what it was and sent her on her way. A few days later Kellen was born. Abigail's mind fractured again when her mom told her to "grow a fucking backbone" and grow a "fucking backbone" she did. Kellen was man, bitchy and had violent tendencies. It was then that Sylvia and Kellen would conflict. Because in a crazy sense, they protected her. Sylvia kept Abigail from having to deal with the abuse and Kellen fought back. Kellen usually comes out when Abbey is sleeping, but also comes out to fight back on occasions.

One day Grandpa Danesti came to visit and he found Jenny abusing Abigail, found her when Sylvia was out, cowering in the corner, sobbing silently, trying her hardest to avoid the blows that rained down on her. Jenny lost custody of her daughter quicker than she could say 'bitter bitch'. It was maybe five months later when she was fifteen that her Grandfather noticed certain things about her moods, it was one particular nasty afternoon that Kellen was out. One day he even said "You aren't Abigail" but motstly to himself. Kellen had responded nastily "THat's right old man. I'm Kellen." Needless to say after that day he took her to the doctor, who recommended sending her to St. Abram's a school for troubled teenagers. She could get the help that she couldn't get there. She started at St. Abram's when she was Sophomore. She liked it here oddly enough. She's been getting help, there is more harmony between the personalities, and she has the diagnosis her grandpa wanted. She knows of all her personalities and their quirks Although she does still get in trouble with Rae because Miss. Rae loves learning and comes out when she has her Science, Math and French classes. Kellen doesn't surface all that often, Sylvia comes out when she's physically hurt, doing her best to make sure that Abigail doesn't know of the abuse she sufered and just suffered.[/justify][/blockquote][/size]


i know you're fine, but what do i do? i know ,[/i][/color][/size][/font]
y o u 'r e f i n e, b u t w h a t d o i d o? i 'm a w a k e a n d t r y i n g w h i l e y o u 'r e s l e e p i n g l i k e a
babe beside him.i'm on the ledge while you're so god damn polite and composed.[/color][/font]

Alias:

[/color] Laura
Age: 22
Time Zone: eastern
Other Characters: Lavinia and Izabel
Code Words: [/justify][/blockquote][/size]


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